Reality
I find myself standing at that juncture once again Hands wringing, heart beating harder Mind wandering... They say energy goes where your attention goes I never let my attention waver from that happy place...not even once...then why does the reality seem so bleak...why is it so tough to create an alternative Energy spent, attention waning...I lie spent...not wanting to open my eyes to my reality. I don't feel melodramatic today...i would rather not share, remain cooped up, silent...dreading the reality...of my being, of my silence Making a video is easy...wiping it from someone's memory is tough...very tough