Trials and Tribulations by Fire

Today was OPE Day. I hate people, events, and things that make me feel less about myself. Like OPE. I hate it but it is a necessary evil. Can't be shrugged off. You have to endure it. Else it will make your life rough. I have known other OPEs, which were so drastic and bad that today seemed like a gentle breeze. The feeling of oppression was still there, but the degree was different. Now let me talk about people who make me feel less than I am. Well, is this sentence correct? Has it been structured correctly? I dunno. Maybe PST or JD can help me out with this. I am sure NRU can not even comprehend of these things. Well, I have certainly come a long way, now. I have a penchant to make big blunders in my life. I just did one. And this is an effort to erase something similar. I know I am a fool. But knowing this makes me wiser. I can make things better. OPE is a devil of the 28th. 29th is a new day. Let me sleep over it. Goodnite! People, today, If I hurt anybody, please forgive me. I

Love is your nature. In the process of its expression, you often get caught up in the object. This is when your sight is caught outside. To return back to your nature, you need insight. Pain is the first insight: It takes you away from the object and turns you towards your body and mind. Energy is the second insight:A bolt of energy brings you back to your Self. Divine Love is the third insight:A glimpse of Divine love makes you so complete and overrules all the relative pleasures. Trance is the fourth insight:An elevation of consciousness and partial awareness of the physical reality around is Trance Non-dual existence, that all is made up of one and only one, is the fifth insight. When love glows, it is bliss, When it flows, it is compassion, When it blows, it is anger, When it ferments, it is jealously, When it is all Nos, it is hatred, When it acts, it is perfection, When love Knows, it is ME!

Today was a very strange day; August generally is, for me. The whole of the month gets on my nerves since I have remembered. Maybe it is simply a superstition. But August generally takes a toll. I get hurt unnecessarily during the month, get into unnecessary troubles, lose something, get stressed out, and find myself in a total soup! Well, i manage to get out of these somehow, but August tends to drain my emotional and mental energy a lot. August, the Eighth month of the Roman calendar. Named after Augustus Ceasar. I am a number 1. Yeah, would love to be that always, in everything, but as of now, my birth number is 1. Number 1 is always at loggerheads with numbers 8 and 4. Numbers 4 and 8 are known as fatalistic numbers for people born under number 1. have a strange love-hate relationship with people born under the numbers 4 and 8. I generally find out anybody's date of birth and try to steer clear if they are an 8! 4 seems easier on me, but 8 is dangerous. People with a birth num