I have signed up for the Haruki Murakami Reading Challenge. I read The Wind Up Bird Chronicle and After Dark. Now am reading 1Q84. I plan to read Norwegian Wood next.
Have you ever wondered if you were living all parts of your body totally and completely? Have you ever wondered how it would feel to feel and live with all the parts of your body? Do you know that people only accept certain parts of you. Rest, they simply reject. Maybe, because they aren't so comfortable with the parts. Leave alone other people, have you, as an individual, accepted your wholeness with all its flaws. Do you have the courage to face yourself?
Nithya Suresh Kaun Hai? Well, this would be the case a few hours ago. But now, 1 hour later, its a fact. A simple yeah, has completed my journey. Maybe I am crazy to say yes, without even thinking. But I had already decided to say yes even without meeting the guy. The Groom, to be exact. Suresh alias Subramanian, would have been my Prince Charming. A would be husband. But destiny had other plans in store. Suresh, withered away without even a trace. My beloved parents spurned him. He was shooed away, because, he turned out to be something else that he originally wasn't. His lies, had turned him into a non-performing asset. NPA. Suresh had to go. He had not completed the formalities. He had lied about his qualifications and job. He had to be stopped from starting the engagement formalities. A phone call took care of that. And an e-mail did the trick. I was relieved. Woudn't I?
I find myself standing at that juncture once again Hands wringing, heart beating harder Mind wandering... They say energy goes where your attention goes I never let my attention waver from that happy place...not even once...then why does the reality seem so bleak...why is it so tough to create an alternative Energy spent, attention waning...I lie spent...not wanting to open my eyes to my reality. I don't feel melodramatic today...i would rather not share, remain cooped up, silent...dreading the reality...of my being, of my silence Making a video is easy...wiping it from someone's memory is tough...very tough
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