Since the New Year, I have been in a weird mood. People who know me might nod furiously and say 'ya ya, she is like that'. Well, this is a different sort of weird. I feel weird enough to shun some daily habits that I had imbibed, like doing rigorous Puja or cooking elaborate meals and so on. I no longer feel pressurized to be ritualistic or appear religious. There is a certain waywardness in my mind. I do not feel like following certain rules. This statement might conjure up images of me cohorting with men of all hues in your mind. but, sadly, no, I do not mean promiscuity. I just mean the intense urge to just stay put and not follow any strictures or rules. Somewhere between the New Year and the week after I stopped my urge to cling to the belief that God will take care of me and that a benevolent God is all I need to tide over life's ups and downs, though it seemed more like a plateau and absolutely no ups. Do I mean the absence of an oppor...
wonderful thought. u r beginning to think! great news
ReplyDeletehy nk! great thoughts from you dee...i think even if you like or dont like yourself in enterity, you still lead a life that gives you a sense of happiness and individuality...and well if you dont like it...you anywz have the cosmetic surgery to lift up anytg u want...u always have an option dear...well i like you the way you are and that is always the best in u dude
ReplyDeleteInteresting..that was some serious thinking (So u do think seriously too!!)- rashmi
ReplyDeleteHey blog update kay yaar-rashmi
ReplyDeletesorry...blog update kar-rashmi:-)
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