And then came the mail...

A long wait and the end has come.
The fruit is not sweet. I had expected it to be mine.

I gave my 100%. Maybe it was not to be. Or maybe I deserve only this much.
Am I over-reacting too much about all this?

I think I should just stick to writing documentation in AIT and blog posts (nobody reads them anyway).

Depression is setting in.

I dont even feel like writing, the only thing I love to do.


 

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  1. Bharathi Bhaskar5:20 PM

    Who said so? I do :)

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  2. Anonymous7:19 PM

    Nithya,
    I just read almost everything ....what do I say ...I couldn't stop myself from reading some twice and thrice and read in between lines ....Don't ever stop writing ....it is so naturally you ...

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