Paschatap
Feeling like an utter fool maybe a fool would be an understatement maybe something harsher should be used Does Oxford have a word like that? was I blind? what was I thinking? Shit man! what was I giving up...losing out on...! and for what...this? I wasted so much time...! Thank ganpathi bappa for showing me the right way... as soon as I can I will come to visit you... You always help me when I reach out to you... Maybe you were showing me a way that day too...I was blind Today I prayed fervently...Baba also...Thanks a lot! Shit! Ass... I need to do some paschatap...